Heartbroken

I feel in love
but there are times when I wonder...

Why?

Why did I fall in love?
Why did it have to be him?
Why did my heart do this?

This wasnt supposed to happen...then I gave up and just love

Time passed by
Things happened and change

That was when I began wondering again

Why?

Why do I still do this?
Why hasnt he left my heart?
Why do I still love him?

I havent heard from him for a while now...so now I wonder

Have I been wasting my time trying to be happy with him?

I want to think that I havent, but Faith can be cruel B***c and play with you.
So I ask again....

Why?

Why am I suffering so much?
Why havent I let him go?
Why did this happen to me?

But the answers to those questions are easy

I dont care what game faith is playing....I am still in love with him

Even if that leaves me heart broken for the rest of my life